正在看蔡智恒的《孔雀森林》。

说真的，我非常非常欣赏他的作品.
自从看了《第一次的亲密接触》后，我可说是深深地爱上了他…的写作方式。(^^)
我喜欢他那幽默又包含深意的语句。

说真的，我很想当个写作家。
但是，当艺术家的，不是死的特别早，就是死后才莫名其妙的暴红。

他在《孔雀森林》里的失恋经验让我想起了往事…其实也没多久前发生的啦。
是暗恋。
是持续将近一年的“暗恋”。

那场“爱情”可称上是“犯罪”（跟我比较亲的人应该知道原因吧），但我却还是那么死心塌地地喜欢你。
我和你相处的时间不够长，也不够认识你，所以终究没告白。
我怕拒绝，深怕你会一口拒绝我，也非常的确定你会想也不想地一口拒绝。
即使我把感情说清楚，我想，只会让你困扰吧…
我选择默默守候着你，默默地喜欢你。

-edit-
把一部分删掉了…自己看了都觉得受不了。太肉麻了。鸡皮疙瘩阿…
大鸟，如果你真的那么想看的话，我就寄给你吧。

Labels: Bored, Crap, Love, Pictures

I woke up late. No school for me!

Labels: Crap, Pictures, School

Labels: Bestfriend, Crap, Danial, Frustrated

(My butt hurts)

Labels: Crap, Pictures

My brain is being sucha bitch for not remembering the passwordddddddd! OHMYGOD. ALL MY PICTURES, SONGS, VIDEOS, DBSK STUFF, MUSIC SHEETS??!?!??!?!?!?!

Labels: Angry, Crap, Frustrated

HELLO! :D

I have work at 1.30pm so I'll make this fast!

I ♥ DBSK
Let's Take a walk down the beach, shall we?

P.s: Random.

Labels: Crap, DBSK

Okay, sincere apologies for the previous post, all readers of my blog.

I think my brain is hiding in my backside after me forcing it to remember stuff for the past few days. Well, at least that's what my mother says, "You think with your backside huh! Where's your brain? In your backside?" Yes, it has happily made it's way through my whole digestive tract, of about 10m (small intestine itself = 6m, large intestine = 2.5m, right?) and taking a vacation off in my, of all places, backside. Hopefully it'll make it's way back before 24 Nov 'cause I don't wanna be brain dead for DBSK's concert. Thank god our digestive tract doesn't have valves. OKAY. Biology overload.

My mother just left the house, in her car, supposedly, crying. I have no idea what happened. ):

There goes my mood for blogging, Bye.

Labels: Bored, Crap, DBSK, Retarded, Sad

OHMYGOD.
I HATE MYSELF.
I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO FICKLE MINDED.
I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO FICKLE MINDED ABOUT EVERYTHING.
I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE MY FICKLEMINDED-NESS.
I HATE YOU FICKLEMINDED-NESS.
BECAUSE OF YOU.
I LET YUNHO DOWN. T.T

I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF.
BLAME GOD.
BLAME HIS PARENTS.
BLAME HIS GRAND PARENTS.
BLAME HIS WHOLE LINE OF ANCESTORS.
FOR GIVING HIM SUCH A WONDERFUL VOICE.

Take his version of One Last Cry & 그 아픔까지 사랑한거야 for example.
Everyone (and I mean EVERYONE) I know that has had heard those versions said that it's better than the original. He's a all-rounder. Dancer, singer, soccer player. And his voice.... Aish~~ If he loses his voice one day, the world is going to collapse. (Well, my world, at least)
Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating 'cause I'm totally in love with his voice right now. Although he's 4 cm short than yunho and definitely bonier, his voice is like a force of attraction that that even the greatest energy exerted cant break it. (Think metallic bond- UGH, Chemistry)

May God bless Yunho to fall into a pool of toxic waste and hopefully miraculously can suddenly sing like Junsu.

I'm so sorry Yunho~ I didnt want this sudden change of mind 2 months before the concert either. T.T I already practised. T.T

미안해~

:O "Whatever..."?! You don't care? T.T

Labels: Crap, DBSK, Junsu, Retarded, Xiah, Yunho

I shouldnt be online cus I just "borrowed" the computer from my brother for apparently a little little while only.
So this post would be in point form.
Bear/Bare with me.

.I'm not getting AATVXQ 2 anymore cus I figured there's no need to spend freaking $90 on something minyi can get at a much cheaper price in Taiwan in Nov.

.I didn't realise huioo on dongbangstuff was a girl until yesterday.

.Minyi cant go for the concert cause she will be in Taiwan on 24 Nov.

.Geography is irritating. It just goes on and on. From definition to impact to measures to figures to case studies to drawings to BLAH.

.I'm hooked on My Little Princess. Which means I am 3 years behind time. That album was released in 2004. T.T

.I like Xiah's voice.

.Yang is staring at me.

.Stupid computer refuses to recognise my handphone. IT HATES ME, I SWEAR.

.Claire is damn good at piano. I'm jealous.

.I want to learn how to play Hurt, 一眼瞬间 and DBSK songs on piano.

.Inhyung composed by kangta rocks. Xiah singing it makes it even better.

.I'm supposed to have an academically-info-filled brain now but the melody/tune/rhyme of My Little Princess and Hurt keeps popping out of no where. GO AWAY PLEASE.

.I feel like sleeping whenever I start mugging. T.T

.Mummy is going to kill me if she sees me in front of the computer.

.I have to go now. I'm going to do SOMETHING. Chemistry, biology, chinese or geography.
Mood-dependant. ARGH. Reminds me, light-dependant and light-independant shit from Biology. (How come carbon dioxide doesnt have to be broken up into ions but instead it's reduced?) ZOMG, Mr Peh, save me.

That's quite a number of points huh.

Sidetrack: My birthday is 6 days after Yunho and 6 days before Changmin! I'm a lucky fangirl! :D

Michael says he would get me something if I do will for EOY. I'm guessing a laptop. Yaye me.

Lastpoint: yunho, marry me.
..is that a No?

Labels: Bored, Crap, DBSK, Yunho

About guys,
Turned ON, OFF or DM (Doesn't matter) :

Is taller than you:[ *points at yunho* Yeah. That height.
Is shorter than you:[ errr. DM. but kinda weird...dont you think?
Wears braces:[ Erm, Off.
Dresses Preppy:[ *AUTO SHUTDOWN*
Dresses Ghetto:[ DM.If he can carry it off well.
Dresses Gothic:[ No eye liner purleaseeeeee
Has blue eyes:[ Angmoh! No, I want korean.
Has green eyes:[ Dontknow, DM I guess.
Has hazel eyes:[ ON! I like hazel eyes.
Has brown eyes:[ DM.
Drinks alcohol:[ On, I get drunk easily.
Wears glasses:[ DM, but dont where those ahgong type lah.
Smokes:[ DM, But yellow fingers and teeth = Off.
Plays sports:[ I'd rather he sings.
Smiles a lot:[ On, but learn how to act cool abit can?
Calls you just to say Hi:[ =D
Compliments you:[ ^^
Likes to talk:[ On, but don't rattle on 24/7.
Shy and quiet:[ On. Sweet.
Good dancer:[ :D Definitely On. That's Yunho you're talking about yo.
Wears jewelry:[ DM, earings, rings, bracelets, necklaces. Must have some style lah.
Smiles when you walk in the room:[ On, then I'll smile back. :D
Has brown hair:[ DM
Has Black hair:[ DM
Has blonde hair:[ ERR.Natural?
Has red hair:[ DOUBLE ERR.
Makeup:[ :O Go away.
Can make you laugh at any given moment:[ Anyone can make me laugh, I'm too laughable.
Loyal:[ On. (:
Laid back:[ Off.
Plays guitar:[ Yeah~
Plays piano:[ Double Yeah~!
Plays drums:[ Triple Yeah~~!
Sing:[ 34619651273012 times YEAH!~~~
He's buff (muscles):[ On, Not too much though. I wouldnt want a THEROCK lookalike as a boyfriend.
Easily jealous:[ Lol. On.
Doesn't eat meat:[ Weird.
Has a tattoo:[ One only uhhh!
Has a lip ring:[ Off. :/
Tongue ring:[ Off.
Is of a different religion:[ DM.
Puts CLOSE friends before you:[ DM.

Labels: Bored, Crap, Guys, Survey, Yunho

Yep. I think I know what's going on. It's pretty obvious now. If that's the case, 我祝福你们。(:

hey,
remember you promised that if you liked someone else you would tell me straight?
guess it was just another broken empty promise.
ignoring me was the easiest thing to do eh?
how easy of it for you to just get rid of me.
잘할개;

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T.O.P's V.I.P♥

'08 동방 Calendar(Wall) -$32
'08 동방 Calendar(Table) -$25
1GB xD Memory card -$32
AATVXQ2 Poster set -$25
Purple Line Single -$20
T album -$30
Trick Singles(X5) -$110
Yunho to get a haircut
Banc Jacket -$68
Tri-angle album(w poster) -$20+
Panasonic Headphones -$89
New Balance shoes
Earn at $200 from Setup
Ticket to 東方神起's Arena Tour concert
동방신기 싱가폴 다와
A dog
SAKUN mask
Banc/SAKUN hoodie
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