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It's tough to get me to cry at videos/movies and stuff. But THSK, you got me. Tears started welling up when Micky cried. And when Xiah and Yunho couldn't sing (because they were crying too) tears just started streaming down my cheecks. D: Sigh, Don't cry okay! One tear of yours may cause another million fans' tears to be shed. We wouldn't want the sea levels to rise anymore, would we?

It makes me wonder why they cried. Were they just so incredibly touched by the fans? Or is it the process of them rising to this fame that made them all emotional? Or did they just think of the fact that after this concert they still can't rest but instead continue with their packed schedules? That they're really too tired to move on but they just can't stop? Sigh. D:

Toho Toho Fighto!

Labels: DBSK, Proud, Sad, Video

I'm supposed to be sleeping now cus I have a headache. But I'm waiting for Nicholas to come online to send me the pictures we took yesterday.

I've been lacking sleep. And I've been thinking alot.

甚至想到失眠，睡不着。也没特别想些什么。但脑袋就是一直在操作。

我最近很烦恼，但也不知道在烦什么。
我最近很丧气，但却找不到原因。
我最近觉得活着好没意义。
我最近发现，我后悔好多好多东西。
我最近发现，我并没想像的成熟，我甚至可说的上是幼稚。
我最近发现金钱的重要。
我最近发现人类无时无刻都在竞争，争什么，为什么要争，我不知，也不想知道。
我最近发现，我好自私，身边的人一定很不喜欢我。
我最近发现，很多东西都是虚幻的。
我最近发现，人类好假。老实摆一面“我好喜欢你也”的表情但又在你背后说你的嫌话。我不知道我身边有没有称得上是100%值得信赖，尊重，了解，依赖的朋友。我觉得人类都好虚伪。为什么会这样？上帝制造我们时，有想过我们有一天会有如此下场吗？
我最近发现我开始常用华文，说话，msn 或blog 都用华文。我想念3年前的我们。那时心灵还很纯真，什么都敢做，什么都不用想，什么压力都没有。也不是说我现在成熟到哪里去了，但我明白了很多很多我从来不知，也没想过的事。才发现，这世界，好恐怖。

为什么有暴力？为什么要有战争？为什么有恨？
我相信起源，是爱。
因为爱，世界上最糟最可怕的东西事物顺序冒出。
因为想保护爱的东西，所以掺用暴力。
因为爱国，所以要打战“保家卫国”。
因为凡事都有opposite，所以自然而然，爱的opposite出现了，它就是恨。

我认为那些神经出状况的人好幸福。因为他们不能，不用想这些有的没的，他们只活在自己的世界里。只有自己一个人存在的世界里。
我很想说我也想要一个只属于自己的世界，但那可能就代表我疯了。
放心，我还没疯。

我只是突然好累，让我静静一下吧。
就那么一下下，
然后，我会面带笑容的回到现实生活中，继续不能随时按“pause”的生命。
一步一步往前迈进，小心一点，或许就可以安然无恙的走完这条说长不长说短不短的路。

那我们，终点见吧。

Nicholas isn't online yet. Sigh.

一定要坚持，但也请你保重身体，因为你，我才会有力量继续向前。我不想看到虚弱无助的你，只想看到灿烂地笑着的你。11月24日那一天，我一定会在台下尽情为你加油，呐喊。其他的我不想管，我只要你开心。我永远永远会为你加油打气。不能放弃哦，오빠 화이팅!

Labels: Chinese, Sad, Yunho

Labels: DBSK, Sad, Yunho

Okay, sincere apologies for the previous post, all readers of my blog.

I think my brain is hiding in my backside after me forcing it to remember stuff for the past few days. Well, at least that's what my mother says, "You think with your backside huh! Where's your brain? In your backside?" Yes, it has happily made it's way through my whole digestive tract, of about 10m (small intestine itself = 6m, large intestine = 2.5m, right?) and taking a vacation off in my, of all places, backside. Hopefully it'll make it's way back before 24 Nov 'cause I don't wanna be brain dead for DBSK's concert. Thank god our digestive tract doesn't have valves. OKAY. Biology overload.

My mother just left the house, in her car, supposedly, crying. I have no idea what happened. ):

There goes my mood for blogging, Bye.

Labels: Bored, Crap, DBSK, Retarded, Sad

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